The difference is that

whether I loved him or not.


I loved him.
I think I still miss him.

But that guy.
He's just a mess.
I don't even want to talk to him.
I wonder why........
Maybe he was just too childish.
Or he was too selfish like me.

My ex was so mature
but so childish as well
and I liked the gap

But that guy.
He was just fucking childish, all the time.
Eventually I was tired of "taking care of" him.
I'm not his mother...
I wanted him to take care of me.
I wanted him to lead me.
But he didn't.

So I ended the relationship.



Now,
What about him?

How do I feel about him?
Well that's a good question....