"here he is"

a few years have passed since then
many things happened to me and you and
he finally became completely mine


yes, here he is, still

i keep him not because of you but for me myself
as he makes me calm and relaxed


he knows everything that has happened around me since then

i cried with him
i hugged him thousand of times
i slept with him in my arms every night i was alone in my room

and i overcame many things with him


and yet he still stays with me

he wasnt mine for a long time
but now he is mine for sure
no one think he isnt mine
cuz he stays here quite naturally


i still go to bed hugging him sometimes
and tonight is the time i need him

i dont know why but i need him tonight to fall asleep


i kiss his nose and hug him tight and then close my eyes


....good night my dear.



Dec. 4, 2009. at 4am.