あいしてるよ。

昨夜はメリーのライヴでした。
暴れまくりました。めちゃくちゃ楽しかったです。

でもそのおかげで今腰が痛くて首が鞭打ち状態です。
ちょう苦しい。

だけどガラくんの声生で聴けたし、ネロくんもかっこよかったし、
頭がザクロで♪ﾋｭｰﾗｲ ﾋｭｰﾗｲ♪できたから満足です。笑。

いつかもう一度行きたいです。
できればバイオレットハレンチでめちゃくちゃに暴れたいです。



さてさて、2年ぶりにこんな報告をするときがやってきました。

So, ya, we're now in a relationship.
Even tho we're physically far away from each other, I still can feel you close now because you're always in my heart...
I'm sorry to have been bad for recent years but I swear I have been changing.
Long distance relathinship, I don't like it, but ya, since you told me you'll take all the risk... I believe and follow ya..
And actually I can't help thinking of ya...

I found that I once tried to give up to date my ex, and the fact tells me my attempt was failed; we dated for 6 months.

So, sicne I already knew it's bad to lie to me myself, I didn't do that, and instead of that I told him my direct thought after he told me his.
Then we decided to officially date...what a happy night it was.

He loves me so much I sometimes get afraid of my destiny somehow but I just want to believe him... it'll be okay...

The funny thing is that I use English to communicate with him when it comes to topics related to romance even though he's fluent in Japanese, haha, no wonder I don't date a Japanese guy, cuz usually he doesn't want his girl to be smarter than him and yet he cannot communicate with ppl in English unless he went to some of English spoken countries to study or sth.

I'm proud of my SH being able to speak so many languages.
He's definetely great, and probably that's one of the reasons I fell in love with him in one week.
I gotta work hard to learn one of his languages..

ということで、ご報告でした。
最初かなりびっくりしたんですが、同時にすごく嬉しくて、
ああ、私もあの人と同じ気持ちなんだなと気付いた。

ふたり一緒に幸せになれる日はいつ来るのだろうか…
それはわからないけど、今は信じようと思います。
今までまわりに信じられない輩しか居なかったからちょっと怖いけど…
そこは私のresponsibilityだと思うから。

Terima kasih banyak, J... saya suka anda...