it might be true that
I still love you as your girlfriend

and you told me you still love me
as a friend

I should be happy, right...
but somehow I'm not happy very much

I will start new life
with my friends, family and my one-way-lover

but I still have hope to see you
that makes me feel scared
what if I couldn't stop myself...

I miss you, you know
and I know you miss me
that's why Im scared

you told me you will see me next year
I don't know why you suddenly said so

you told me we won't be able to see each other anymore,
it would be really hard

even when you come to Japan or when I get to Taiwan

It's rather worse when you give me hope to see you
because we know we can never get together again


Please be my best friend instead of being close again
that's what I wanna say to you
but I won't tell you because I know you understand me

Im afraid of seeing you again even though I really wanna see you
Hope I will change my mind after I go back to Japan



It is lucky to remember my feeling towards the one-way-lover
I don't need him to be my boyfriend tho

I just need someone who makes my life bright, and makes me feel happy to talk with


I don't know what's gonna happen in the future
I just know what happened in the past

I feel I was his favorite girl for a while
I had the same feeling with him, maybe

but I gave up to get closer
because I was chicken

ha, it's an ashamed memory




When I look up the Orion at night
I always remember him

I noticed that
he was always in my mind


Now I should be happy because
I have someone I would be able to love,
not you, but another man


You gonna go to China
You gonna go far away from me
I don't think I can meet you next year

Take care and remember I'm always worried about you
and also
remember I was always in your mind for half a year in the US

I won't cry anymore
I will be fine

I will overcome nightmare
I will be fine

Bless you forever...too.