It's stormy in my heart today, somehow.

I don' wanna listen to my favorite music or sing some songs,
and also I don' wanna eat or drink any stuff.

Unfortunately, however, I have to eat some because I also have to take medicine for my bad cold, so I had lunch with my friends.

It was good for me to talk with friends such a day...
I'm always feel happy with my friends, really feel thanx for them.

Now I came back home and alone.
No tunes, no voices, only I can hear is the sound the air controler make.

Incense; Rose Musk which makes me really relaxed are being burned.
Every time I burn this incense, I'm reminded of my precious days...

Recently I've been thinking about my life so seriously, even though I know it makes me confused and upset.

There must be me, Rock'n'girl who wasn't me in current days.

But who else can find her except me?
I don' know yet maybe no one can do that but me.

I have to find something for clue to solve this problem.


No way.


I have no idea.
The storm in my mind could be stronger but couldn' be weaker, at least for 4 days.

It makes me sick but it's one of the parts of my body...
I can't separate my mind from my body...

I don' know what can I do for ME.

Only I can do now are keep burning incense and just thinkin' about something.

No need to help me, please leave me alone.